It's Been Awhile

      Wow I can't even remember when was the last time I update my blog haha or should I say I have totally forgotten about its existence Lol. Alright here I am finally, I mean what I'm studying now haha. Well, medical school is tough they say. What I feel is they are not completely wrong, there were hard times throughout the year but overall it is considered smooth I can say. I know it will only get tougher from time to time but it didnt bother me so far as I know this is the path that I have chosen since young. I enjoyed what I'm doing now and I will always do haha 

      My social life now? I can describe it using only a word. Sucks. And I don't know what's the root of the problem. Is it something to do with me? Or the people around me. I have no idea. I really miss those buddies and old time memories. Sigh. But what to do? Life still goes on. But I really hope that I can find someone who I can trust and talk to, here. 

      Lastly, hope that Year 2 will be a better year ;)

Working Day-22

Full day again.Today so many stocks had been sent to the shop,we did all those packing and calculating stuff, so tired leh :(
During lunch time,  my friends and i went to KFC because snack plate have 25% discount,we ate until so full haha. Then we saw many people waiting outside at Pizza Hut, we thought there was a discount at Pizza Hut too. But when we reached there, an uncle told us free pizza is given to those who printed the coupon form the Pizza Hut website, even a 50 years old uncle knew that,we're just so outdated LOL
After that we went back to work again. I'd met with a primary school's friend and gave him my hp no. didn't contact him for so long already,feels good to meet him up in such a coincident haha
During dinner time i took it at foodcourt, that plate of chicken rice was just suck haih
What to be happy with is tomorrow i off day. I hope to hang out with friends but seems like no one is available. sad :( gotta wait until CNY to see them again. So that's all for today :)))))

Working Day-21

Skipped day-20 due to tiredness haha.Today is day-21,my supervisor asked me to go out to help her photostat something,actually is that part of my work too? I thought my working area is just in the shop?But nevermind lar, I also wanted t go out walk walk geh~won't be so sien ma lol.
Today the company hired two more staff, both are malays. Since the very first moment i talked to one of them, I knew he is a smoker. Later he told me that he smoked for a long time already. When I asked how old he is, he told me that he is just 18. WTH,same age with me but started smoking for a long time ady -.-
After that i asked him did he ever think of quit smoking. He said yes but it's just so damn difficult. I know how difficult it is to quit smoking because my father used to be a smoker. He had used almost a month to quit it. I really hope that he could quit it because my grandpa died because of cigrattes,lungs and brain cancer. I saw him suffered and i was so helpless. That's why i don't want to see him regret in the future. Anyway, I was so happy today because the supervisor told me to teach the new staff how the shop works and I've tried my best to teach him everything i learnt, like a boss LOL. The assistant supervisor told me that I will learn how to be the cashier tomorrow,so excited haha
So that's all for today. I'll try to update everyday because got one zong shat fans wanted me to hahaha
Hope tomorrow will be a fine day :)))))

Working Day-19

So it's another tiring day,worked from 2.30 to 10.30pm.Woke up at 10.45am.After having my breakfast,I went online to download some scholarships apply form.
At last,I just downloaded one.It's from The Star website,still need to wait for SPM results before applying,got a bit nervous tim.lol.
After that,I watched TV before working.Today's works are just like yesterday.(actually everyday is the same one ).The supervisor told me to count how many hours have I been working since 1st of January.I can't believed that I've earned RM907.50 in this 19 days.so happy haha :D
It's already 12.30 in the morning,I gotta sleep now because I'll be working full shift.
Wish myself good luck. :)  

2013,New year,New life :)

I don't know how long have I been not updating my blog.
I just viewed back all my posts and i just realised that how childish was I in the past. Lol.
Time flies.It's now 2013,It feels like everything just happened yesterday.
Form 5's life started,preparing for SPM,Sports day,then trial exam,then SPM,and now I'm working at F.O.S Aeon station 18. Waoh. All these things just happened in the blink of an eye,and I'm now 18. haha.
Starting from this year,almost all my best friends were gone to colleges or universities.Only a few left,haih sad case.I felt so lifeless without them.Everyday i sleep at 1 or 2 am and the next day i wake up at 9 something to prepare myself and then go to work.This routine never change.Now I'm entering day 19,don't know i still have to work for how many months,maybe until i get my results? I just don't know.Sigh.
But there are also some benefits I got form my work.The salary is quite high,I have met with some new friends and they're so friendly :) most importantly is I can gain experiences.
My new friends kept asking me I got gf anot,what I said to them is maybe I haven't met the right person? Lol. It's true also. By the way,It's 2 O'clock in the morning,I should have gone to sleep now.
Lastly,I hope that 2013 can be a better year :))))

End of 2011- My Friends

Year 2011.A wonderful year.Full of joy and sadness too.
I think this year has changed my life a lot.
At first, I thought friendship means everything,but at last,i knew i was wrong.
Actually i do enjoy those moments we've been together.
We laugh together,walk together,having fun together and a lot more......
You all had given me such great memories
And i swear i won't forget them until the end of my life.
BUT,it doesn't mean that you all didn't hurt me.
You all won't understand how hurt if you treat your friend in that way!
Maybe you will think that you're doing the right thing all the time but I DON'T THINK SO!
Just because of those DAMN post?
Then you will have a GOOD reason to hurt my feelings?
You all don't know how hurts when you're crying on the bed in the middle of the night.
You all just know how to plan to hurt someone.
I'm not scolding or blaming.
These were just my opinion about you all.
2011 is going to end soon,
and all these bullshit things will become the past
I don't mind if you all want to bring all this to an end without a 'Sorry'
but at least you all should treat me as your friend?
That's what i wanted to say for this year.
Hope that 2012 will be a better year. :)

It's school holidays!

I think i din't online for about one month already.What to say?haha. Just feel like i'm too busy with my schools' activities all the time.From Sports' Day,then NGO marching competition,then exam.Wow,i think i gotta take a good rest in this holidays.
Actually i don't like holidays so much because it's so boring.Just sleep sleep and sleep.zZZ.